To Be Me

Alonely. Not really a word, but definitely a feeling. People can be alone; they can be lonely. So why can't they be both? Alonely. v. To be alone and lonely; to feel separated from the normal crowd; to make oneself a social outcast without being completely ignored; to never truly feel like one fits in.

Alonely. That's me. Me, Morgan. Alias aka nickname: Morgan Le Faye. The most evil sorceress to ever wander the earth and time. The only girl to have lived in every century of the world. The only person to have lived under the same name since her conception and still travel time and space. Not master of time; oh, no, not me. I am just like everyone else.

Well, not really. I travel time. But...I don't do it on purpose. Or rather, I don't do it. Something gets inside me; some desire to see another time, another place, another world. And off I go, to the 1850's, or the 1930's, or the 1300's! Every place I visit is so dramatically different from the last, so amazing, so new. Every era has its gods, its rulers, its tyrants, its everything. Nothing is the same from even generation to generation. I have known families that spanned decades; I have known families that spanned centuries. I have known a girl's grandmother, and her grandmother, and her grandmother before her. I have known legends. I have changed history: yet still, despite all I have done, I am called evil.

If the people of this world knew what I had done for them, they would not call me such a thing.

They will never know.

Alonely. v. To be alone and lonely; to feel separated from the normal crowd; to make oneself a social outcast without being completely ignored; to never truly feel like one fits in.

To be me.