16 September 2010

Is This War?

War is not war that brings you home

That sends you to play in the snow

That encourages you to laugh at the sky

When has it been so?

It is not true war, but a game.

Simply a game.

You taunt the trees

And laugh at the clouds

You bang on the fence posts

And tickle the enemy.

This is not war.

This is a child’s game.

Their giggles fill the air

And give way to piercing screams

As they run from each other

Brandishing wooden swords

And donning cocky hats

Their silly faces mock the captain

Forts are made to take cover in

From snow and wood and anything

They ride sticks as though they had horses

And the commoners bow and retreat

A muttering retreat

Full of giggles and whispers

Before a crowd breaks loose

They attack the trees

They swear they see Indians

And birds cackle at their mischief

A war party is on the move

The smell of gunpowder coats the air

They poke and prod as they take prisoners

And tiny screams echo

As dolls are scalped with sticks

And handed back to owners

Covered with dirt and sand

None the worse for wear

But all the worse for looks.

Kitchens are constructed

In thickets they hide food

Tied up in bundles to protect from bears

The mothers move about

Taking care of children

Cleaning guns for fathers

And cleaning the dirt from the dirt

The fathers shoulder their weapons

Head out the door and off to war

Mothers peer out windows

Waving filthy handkerchiefs

Before heading out themselves

Muskets are loaded

Shots ring out

Brave soldiers fall to the ground

Holding their stomachs

They lie for a moment

A tragic look on their faces

Before they jump off

Racing off into the woods

To hide the treasure

Of pirates, kings, and princesses

They rescue damsels in distress

And fight the fierce fire-breathers

Defending the lady’s family

And saving the castle and King Arthur

They sit around the round table

And feast for days

On mutton, venison, and birds

They use their knives to cut the bread

And dip thick chunks in goblets

Of wine and hot chocolate

Before they get too cold

Their fingers too numb to chop the trees

They turn and scramble through the words

Towards the warmth of mother

The promise of a fire

The hope of a real meal.

The war is over.

Comfort is sought.

War is not war that brings you in

That sends you to play in the snow

That encourages you to laugh at the sky

When has it been so?

It is not true war, but a game.

Simply a game.

You taunt the trees

And laugh at the clouds

You bang on the fence posts

And tickle the enemy.

This is not war.

This is a child’s game.

When children play at war

The world is at peace.

When the world is at war

The children stay indoors.

08 September 2010

We Are

Man
Alone in a world of men
Afraid of nothing and everything
In a crowd he stands alone
Boys

Woman
The smallest of fights
The biggest of scandals
The smallest of scandals
The biggest of fights
Girls

Child
The world is a stage
To be played with, not caring
Never worrying while playing
A stage is a world
Infant

WE BECOME

Reader
Involved in a world
But never a part of the story
In the story an active role
Creator of worlds
Writer

Listener
Critic of the rhythm
Lover of the lyrics and melody
Thinker of melodious thoughts
His own worst critic
Composer

Consumer
Buys what is in the store
Uses and reuses what is bought
Supplies the world with goods
Makes what is needed
Producer

American
Supports those in power
Keeps the country in check and balance
Elects the officials or becomes one
Keeps the country a country
Citizen

30 August 2010

Lost!

The tunnels trail ahead.

They are dark and wet.

The men are full of dread.

The darkness overwhelms.

No sight.

No sound.

Then- suddenly-

A lantern swings

In the gloom ahead

One voice calls out

One hopeless wail

‘Save me!

For I am lost-

So lost-

Lost in this

Darkness

Pressing in

All around me.’

The men come to a stop.

There is a collective breath.

The men at the front of the line

Claim they can smell death.

Horrible.

Hopeless.

Then- suddenly-

The cave opens wide.

A light pushes through.

The men throw their hands

Up to the ceiling and cry

‘We are saved!

For we were lost-

So lost-

Lost in this

Darkness

But now we see

The light!’

26 August 2010

Prom, Princesses, and a Crown

No way was I doing this. This was the one thing I had sworn to myself not to do...and here I was, doing it. I had told my friends not to vote for me. I had told my enemies to vote for me, knowing that, by process of spiting me, they wouldn't. And yet.

The crown looked really bad with my dress. It completely clashed. I know I wasn't queen (yet), but still, I had to wear some silly little plastic tiara to show people that I was a princess. How dumb did that sound? Princess. Ha. Yeah, that's right, me, crowned. And of course the crown had to be silly and pink and white, when my dress was red and black, therefore completely clashing. Blah.

The ride up there was fine, I guess. I had really been hoping to have a date- senior prom and everything- but driving my car was fun. And awesome. I love the looks I get in that thing- "SHE has THAT car?" "Why can't I get that car?" Good stuff. Oh yeah, I have a corvette. Sleek, new, and shiny silver. I have a very rich grandma who loves me more than is probably good for me.

So I drove up to prom in my kick-a car and walked in to the dance. There were a few people dancing awkwardly in the middle of the floor, but the party hadn't officially begun yet. The 'princesses' had to arrive early to practice getting crowned. This was going to be the worst part of my night...especially since the other two princesses were my arch-enemies; Cher and Claire. They were both blond, blue-eyed, and tiny in every way. I noticed right off that they were each with about six guys. I just rolled my eyes and stood in a corner until everything we had to do and listen to was over. During that time, people had slowly trickled in the door. By the time we were finally done, the party was officially in session. There was a band playing- a bunch of college guys, it looked like- and all my friends converged on me.

"Alya! Oh my gosh, you are so gorgeous! Except for the crown...but in another hour you won't have to worry about that." They all exchanged conspiratorial glances. I rolled my eyes again and positioned myself in a corner; excellent for people-watching, and even better for going unnoticed. Or so I thought.

"Alya? Will you dance with me?"

I looked up, startled out of my poking fun at the cheerleaders, who were batting their eyes and dancing in circles around some kind of ugly guys. It was Tom, one of my best friends ever. He was in a tux- a tux!- and looked extremely handsome. I smiled.

"Sure thing!" I grabbed his hand and we walked out on the dance floor right as one song ended. The next one that came on was a slow song. I hesitated but Tom pulled me close. "It's OK to dance to a slow song every once in a while, Al." I grinned at the nickname and gave in.

We danced through the whole song, not saying anything.At the end of the song he held me a while longer before stepping back, still holding my hands. He looked me straight in the face and said, "Alya, I want to be with you. For a long time. I-"

He was interrupted by a sudden silence followed by a smattering of applause. The dean was on stage, holding a small, ominous envelope. "Students, teachers, friends. I am here to announce the prom queen!" There was another burst of applause and then a hushed, breathless silence. "Ladies and gentlemen, the prom queen is...Alya Nottoni!"

Gasps echoed around the hall. Phrases like, "Her?" "She's not even a cheerleader!" and "Did he count the votes right?" were heard around the hall before someone started clapping wildly, sending the whole room into cheers and applause. I stepped forward, completely stunned by such a chain of events.

My pink plastic tiara was replaced by a beautiful metal crown, and the homecoming king stepped forward to dance with me. I could only smile when I saw who it was- Tom.

Proms aren't so bad, after all.

Dancing With Tears in My Eyes by Ke$ha

Here We go
Welcome to my Funeral
Without you
I don't even have a pulse
All alone it's dark and cold
With every move I die

Here I go this is my confessional
A lost cause nobody can save my soul
I am so delusional
With every move I die

I have destroyed our love its gone
Payback is sick its all my fault

I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die
I'm faded I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm Losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die

When did I become such a hypocrite
Double life, lies that you caught me in
Trust me I'm paying for it
With every move I die
On the floor I'm just a zombie
Who I am is not who I wanna be
I'm such a tragedy
With every move I die

I have destroyed our love its gone
Payback is sick its all my fault

I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die
I'm faded I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm Losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die

This is it
And now you're really gone
this time
Never once thought
I'd be in pieces left behind

Im dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die
I'm faded I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm Losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die

Courtesy of azlyrics.com

22 August 2010

This Is Life

Sadness

Is knowing

The person you love

Is never coming home

Sadness

Is knowing

The rain

Will never end

Pain

Is seeing

Your only hope

Walk away with someone else

Pain

Is seeing

A kiss

That is not yours

Joy

Is knowing

Your loved one

Is on his way

Joy

Is knowing

He comes

To only you

Love

Is seeing

And believing

The whole truth

Love

Is seeing

The happy face

Gazing back at you

19 June 2010

The Escaped (or something like that)

Right on cue, the bell fell through the roof and the revolution started. The bell made loud, obnoxious noises as it hit each step, leaving a trail of fallen people and broken wood in its wake. Sie looked up from her book just in time to leap out of the way and into an open doorway. Below the stairs, a group of soldiers had gathered to stop the revolt, but everyone knew they were much too late. Teens and morphs and hergs were pouring out of dorm doorways, cheering each time the bell hit a soldier, and booing each time a student moved too slowly to avoid its fast-paced fall.
“They would have cheered if it had hit me,” thought Sie. “They think I work for Her.” Sie was the campus’s only dujsh, or foreign wing. She had raven wings and the ability to swim under water, which made her weird without being foreign. The two combined made her an absolute outsider. Everyone thought she worked for the lady who they were rebelling against- which was not completely untrue.
Sie was a loner, which allowed her to get away with many things. However, it also hindered missions, which were given to her by Her right-hand man, Taskj. Taskj was foreign as well, although he was an almost-regular herg. He had power over metal, which was unusual for a cat-man. He was part cheetah, so he was also the campus’s security captain. He gave Sie missions to keep the campus functioning properly, and had given her special techs for surveillance. She liked to call herself Taskj’s right hand, but of course she told no one else this. The fact that she kept the campus under control was enough to get her killed by any number of morphs and hergs. Fortunately, teens were too normal to get too close to her, so she was safe from their hatred.
Sometimes, however, Sie wished she had someone to talk to- maybe another dujsh. If there was anyone out there remotely like her, they didn’t say anything. Sie was alone in a crowd of people- some of whom looked exactly like her from the back. Her wings and gills were different, though. Her wings were enormous- she had accidentally whacked people with them before. They were darker than the sky at midnight, and stronger than any man or beast alive. When she got in water, she could stay under as long as she wanted to, and her wings could propel her. They become like enormous flippers on her shoulders in the water; they were her favorite and most useful feature.
Sie stepped fully into the room and closed the door softly. She turned around, her nose still in her book, and walked towards what she thought was a couch. She turned to sit down, mumbling something about stupid revolution and… “She’ll be here soon, I warrant.” She sat down and instantly sprang back up again, stifling a scream. She put her book in her pocket and turned around slowly to face the couch. It was breathing. Sie reached out a cautious wingtip and poked it, ever so gently. It moved the slightest bit. Sie nearly screamed again, but forced herself to think. Without realizing it, she started to glide around the room, her wings carrying her silently back and forth, as if she was pacing.
“I’d come down if I were you, miss,” said a voice from everywhere and nowhere. It had a think native accent, and Sie, with her foreign accent, could barely understand it.
“Where are you?” she asked. “Come out, or I’ll- I’ll call Taskj.”
“Ooh, I’m so scared. Please, please, don’t call him, he’ll hurt me.” The voice was sarcastic, almost overly so
“If I call him, he’ll tell Her, and She’ll come. I’m warning you, I’m an agent!”
“A scared agent, I’d say. Why are you flying away, little birdie?”
Sie landed hard, getting angrier by the second. “I have a weapon! Get out on the open, or I will find you! I’m trained!”
“Sooo scared, I am!” Nevertheless, a boy unlike any herg or morph Sie had ever seen appeared where the couch had been.
Sie stared at the strange boy, completely miffed by his strange appearance. “Where- how…what?” she stuttered.
“I’m not a morph. Not really, I just like acting like one.” He smiled broadly, showing perfect teeth. After a moment of silence, he asked, “So…you’re this Sie person, right? Aren’t you working for Her?”
Sie shifted uncomfortably. “Yes. I mean, no. I mean, sort of…indirectly. I work for Taskj, and he works for Her. I’ve met Her, but that doesn’t mean I like Her.”
The boy grinned again, then stuck out a hand. “Name’s Jairg. Funny name, but I guess everybody here has a weird name…I’m from Alboreight. I hear you’re a foreigner, too, but where’re you from?”
Sie gulped. Her homeland, Fargeui, was a traditional enemy of Alboreight. She put her hand on the small knife she had tucked into her belt, just in in case, and said, “Fargeui. I am one of the few dujshii, and I alone in my family have the honor of the ancient fighting ways of that race.”
Jairg looked at her for a long minute before slowly sliding a knife out his pocket. “Well, then, shall we settle this the old-fashioned way, dujsh to fennec?”
Sie nodded and revealed her knife, which was slightly smaller than Jairg’s. They stood for a moment, facing each other unblinkingly, before lunging into silent combat.
Jairg was a fennec- a race almost as rare as the dujsh. He had the ability to morph, fly, and had the knowledge of fighting only a certain few possessed. His wings, when revealed, were tawny and a little black around the edges. They were large, but not as large as Sie’s, although his were slightly stronger, as he was a boy.
For a long minute, they were equally matched. Both used their wings, but as Sie’s were bigger and Jairg’s could be folded in, he had the advantage. It was an ancient, unwritten code that no one ever attacked wings, and Sie and Jairg were following it, but Jairg was making wild movements, and nearly caught Sie’s wing once. She dodged it skillfully, being trained in the ways of the dujshii, but nonetheless it phased her. She began to lose control of her fighting; her knife suddenly became inadequate, the ability to fly not enough, and even her training seemed entirely too little.
That was when Jairg began to lose control, too. He swung his knife wildly, getting more and more cocky every minute. He caught Sie on the face once, and a few minutes later on the leg. Sie began to lose hope, and Jairg fought with a ferocity even his ancestors had never used. Every thing in the room was a weapon, and he began throwing things at Sie carelessly, making the noise of the revolution outside seem quiet in comparison. He threw one of the dorm’s large chairs at Sie, and it caught her on the leg. She fell to the floor, gasping, blood running down her shin. Jairg leaned over her, bloodlust in his eyes, and threw his knife down without bothering to aim.
The scream that pierced the air silenced even the revolutionaries outside. Sie screamed until her lungs burned, then collapsed, unconscious, on the floor of the one person who would not think twice about killing her.
Jairg stood over her barely-moving form, also panting. He eyed the blood pouring from Sie’s wing and pulled his knife out of it carefully. Sie moaned and twitched, but did not wake. Jairg had a look of absolute terror written in his eyes. His face was white, and his hands were shaking. To cut a person’s wings was the ultimate dishonor, worse even than killing them. Wings never healed correctly, and the people who had suffered wing wounds were known to never fully recover. Most had gone crazy, some had killed themselves, some had continued cutting their wings until they were no longer good for anything. Any way he looked at it, Jairg could find no excuse for his carelessness. He could only hope that Sie did recover, and that when or if she did, she kept his part quiet.
A revolution was nothing compared to the act he had just committed.