21 April 2011

Imagine

Are you ready
To fly?
Like the boy
Who escaped time
Like the man
With the hook
Like the fairy
Chiming
Above their heads?
Are you ready
To sing?
Like the girl
Captured by
The beast
Under a spell
Like the pots and pans
Dancing
Through the castle?
Are you ready
To wish?
Like the boy
With the lamp
And the genie
laughing gaily
Like the magic carpet
Soaring
To whole new worlds?
Are you ready?

15 April 2011

I'm On My Way

I'm on my way
I'm trying harder
I'll make it some day
I'll show them how
Cause you're on my mind
But I'm running out of time
I'm fighting the good fight
I'm pushing it farther
I've got you in my sights
I've given this my all
Cause you're on my mind
But I'm running out of time
I'm confident and sure
I'm holding my head high
I'm quiet and demure
I'm taking this time for you
Cause you're on my mind
But I'm running out of time
I'm running out of time
I'm taking far too long
I've got you on my mind
I've got to find a way
Cause you're on my mind
But I'm running out of time

The Shadow's Shadow

While Jaz Hawk sat in her fancy apartment, I ran out into the night. I was kind of laughing at Jaz's face, but a big part of me was really disappointed. I thought her better than that; I thought her memory acute and above average.

I thought she would have remembered me.

It hasn't been that long since I last saw her. Not really. I have changed a lot, but, you see, we were both recruited by the government about four years ago. That would have made Jaz only seventeen; I was nineteen. We both lived in the same town, but we went to different schools, and before we were recruited we had never seen each other.

When the agents first came to me, I would have to say I was scared witless. I thought for sure they were going to lock me up--for reasons unknown to me--but they just wanted to talk. To a teenage college student, though, 'just talk' means 'get you in trouble.' I freaked and ran.

Needless to say, they caught me within a couple minutes. I mean, you can only sneak out the bathroom window and run off if your window is NOT fifty feet off the ground with nothing to break your fall except the ground. So yeah, they got me. I don't know why they still wanted me after that ridiculous stunt...I was such an idiot at that age. Still kind of am, I suppose.

They 'talked' to me, though. They actually talked. They recruited me, and within a day I was on my way to their headquarters in Nowhere, I-can't-tell-you-where. There, I met Jaz, who was in the same situation I was. We were both treated very well, and given the best training anyone could ask for.

Within three years, we became some of the top operatives our age. We also became like brother and sister in those three years. But then Jaz turned twenty.

That's when Jaz decided she wanted to follow a different path. That's when the agency literally went down in flames, and that's when we found out that only someone on the inside could kill someone on the inside.

That's when I was left holding my dead boss while Jaz ran away from the sunset, seeking something more.

14 April 2011

Authority

They say
Follow
But we turn
And walk away

They say
Conform
But we change
And walk away

They say
Submit
But we rebel
And walk away

They say
Give
But we take
And walk away

They say
Quiet
But we shout
And walk away

They say
Sit
But we stand
And walk away

They say
Honor
But we laugh
And walk away

He says
Respect
But we spit
And walk away

He says
Love
But we scorn
And walk away

He says
Take
But we refuse
And walk away

He gives
Life
But we choose
To walk away

13 April 2011

Outside

You are the only thing I never knew I wanted
And I'm thinking that it's just not right
But you can change my mind; I leave it open
My heart on my sleeve, my head in my hands
They're there for you, if you seek them
Just search a little harder, little deeper
You're aiming for something on the surface that isn't there
It's not open to you, not yet; try harder
That's what they always tell me; run faster
But I'm shooting for the stars, and honestly
I think you're settling for the moon
You can do better than this, better than me
Just look a little farther, pray a little more
I know you're on your knees tonight
You're looking from the outside, like I used to
But now we've switched sides and I'm inside
I can see you looking at me, and I know
But I can't bring myself to let you know
So tell me, will you speak your mind
I want to know if you're going to keep running,
Keep searching, keep going and going
I want to know if I can change anything here
So even though my head says yes yes yes
My heart says no, no, I can't do this
And I knew I didn't need this, so why do you think
That it's what is right here, what is right to you
Why do we have differing views
On the same important things

11 April 2011

So Together

When I see
You two
Sitting there, so together
I can't help
But be

Jealous

How does it feel
When he holds you?
When he
Wraps his arms
Around you
And kisses you like that?

How does it feel
When he touches you?
When he
Strokes your cheek
And kisses
Your neck so softly?

When I see
The way
You laugh, so together
I can't help
But be

Sad

How does it feel
When he tells that joke?
When he
Makes your sides split
With that
Wonderful smile?

How does it feel
When he gazes at you?
When he
Stares right at you
And makes
You laugh so hard?

When I see
That light
Between you, so together
I can't help
But be

Lonely

10 April 2011

The Shadow's Target

Tom Symcox was anything but ordinary, as his first name suggested. On the contrary; he was rather complex. His friends were as crazy as he was, and they all got along quite well. He had met and joined a great group at Yale. As a double major, he hadn't had a lot of time in school to hang out, but after he graduated, his friends become almost as important as his work for the Fortune 500 company. Some of his friends wondered how he had managed to get a business job when he had majored in psych and philosophy; he credited the name of his college. Although he didn't specialize in anything business-y, he definitely knew enough about it to work in that area.

As an athlete, Tom had played every sport there was to play. His favorite was rugby, but basketball was a close second. At Yale, he had joined the basketball team and pulled them through an entire championship his senior year. As much as he loved sports, though, he was more serious about his career, and so opted to get a 'real' job rather than try to join an NBA team. Though he was good at ball, he wasn't that good, and he didn't mind giving up a kindergarten dream to pursue a more realistic future in the neck-and-neck, dog-eat-dog business world.

That was one of the reasons he owed money to the Falcon. Tom's family wasn't well off, and his parent's couldn't afford to rent an apartment for him near Yale. He had met the right people freshman year, taken a couple trips to New York, gotten in a little deep, and continued digging. They had introduced him to the world of lenders, and after he had graduated (with the Falcon's aid, of course), he had moved to New York City itself. There he rented a flat and started applying for jobs. He had spent nearly a year unemployed, all the while borrowing money from the Falcon to keep his ritzy apartment.

After a long year, Tom was offered a job--a good one, too. He had accepted it on the spot, started a week later, and within a few months had enough money to support himself again. Within another year, he had enough money to pay the Falcon back and keep himself well above the poverty line. He moved out of his apartment and into an even bigger, nicer flat.

But he never paid the Falcon back.

This was how Tom's mind worked: Either they will forget, or I will take them on. I can pay them back, but I would rather not, and outsmarting these people is more fun than I've had in years.

Then one of Tom's best friends died.

Correction: one of Tom's best friends was murdered.

Tom had gone to school with Richard Vann. He had taken half of his classes with Vann; they were both philosophy majors. Vann's sudden murder was a shock to everyone who knew him. He was found in an alley, face forward, a bullet in his brain. Whoever had killed him had been clean and quick. Most thought that it was petty theft that had left Vann dead in the street. Tom knew better.

Vann had borrowed from the Falcon as well. Like most college students, Vann had struggled to find enough financial aid to get through college. He had been with Tom when they visited New York years before. He had met the proprietor of the Falcon; he had walked away with enough money to keep him in ramen for years, just as Tom had.

The Falcon had sent someone after Vann.This confirmed Tom's fears; someone was, indeed, following him. Though he hadn't been back to the Falcon since the day he borrowed money, he walked past the up-town club every week. He saw the people walking in and out of the building.

Most importantly, he had seen the girl with the briefcase. The same night that Vann was murdered, he had seen the sunglass-clad girl leave the club, and he had followed her. He had seen the man sneak out of her apartment, and he knew that she was important.

He knew that she was dangerous.