30 August 2010

Lost!

The tunnels trail ahead.

They are dark and wet.

The men are full of dread.

The darkness overwhelms.

No sight.

No sound.

Then- suddenly-

A lantern swings

In the gloom ahead

One voice calls out

One hopeless wail

‘Save me!

For I am lost-

So lost-

Lost in this

Darkness

Pressing in

All around me.’

The men come to a stop.

There is a collective breath.

The men at the front of the line

Claim they can smell death.

Horrible.

Hopeless.

Then- suddenly-

The cave opens wide.

A light pushes through.

The men throw their hands

Up to the ceiling and cry

‘We are saved!

For we were lost-

So lost-

Lost in this

Darkness

But now we see

The light!’

26 August 2010

Prom, Princesses, and a Crown

No way was I doing this. This was the one thing I had sworn to myself not to do...and here I was, doing it. I had told my friends not to vote for me. I had told my enemies to vote for me, knowing that, by process of spiting me, they wouldn't. And yet.

The crown looked really bad with my dress. It completely clashed. I know I wasn't queen (yet), but still, I had to wear some silly little plastic tiara to show people that I was a princess. How dumb did that sound? Princess. Ha. Yeah, that's right, me, crowned. And of course the crown had to be silly and pink and white, when my dress was red and black, therefore completely clashing. Blah.

The ride up there was fine, I guess. I had really been hoping to have a date- senior prom and everything- but driving my car was fun. And awesome. I love the looks I get in that thing- "SHE has THAT car?" "Why can't I get that car?" Good stuff. Oh yeah, I have a corvette. Sleek, new, and shiny silver. I have a very rich grandma who loves me more than is probably good for me.

So I drove up to prom in my kick-a car and walked in to the dance. There were a few people dancing awkwardly in the middle of the floor, but the party hadn't officially begun yet. The 'princesses' had to arrive early to practice getting crowned. This was going to be the worst part of my night...especially since the other two princesses were my arch-enemies; Cher and Claire. They were both blond, blue-eyed, and tiny in every way. I noticed right off that they were each with about six guys. I just rolled my eyes and stood in a corner until everything we had to do and listen to was over. During that time, people had slowly trickled in the door. By the time we were finally done, the party was officially in session. There was a band playing- a bunch of college guys, it looked like- and all my friends converged on me.

"Alya! Oh my gosh, you are so gorgeous! Except for the crown...but in another hour you won't have to worry about that." They all exchanged conspiratorial glances. I rolled my eyes again and positioned myself in a corner; excellent for people-watching, and even better for going unnoticed. Or so I thought.

"Alya? Will you dance with me?"

I looked up, startled out of my poking fun at the cheerleaders, who were batting their eyes and dancing in circles around some kind of ugly guys. It was Tom, one of my best friends ever. He was in a tux- a tux!- and looked extremely handsome. I smiled.

"Sure thing!" I grabbed his hand and we walked out on the dance floor right as one song ended. The next one that came on was a slow song. I hesitated but Tom pulled me close. "It's OK to dance to a slow song every once in a while, Al." I grinned at the nickname and gave in.

We danced through the whole song, not saying anything.At the end of the song he held me a while longer before stepping back, still holding my hands. He looked me straight in the face and said, "Alya, I want to be with you. For a long time. I-"

He was interrupted by a sudden silence followed by a smattering of applause. The dean was on stage, holding a small, ominous envelope. "Students, teachers, friends. I am here to announce the prom queen!" There was another burst of applause and then a hushed, breathless silence. "Ladies and gentlemen, the prom queen is...Alya Nottoni!"

Gasps echoed around the hall. Phrases like, "Her?" "She's not even a cheerleader!" and "Did he count the votes right?" were heard around the hall before someone started clapping wildly, sending the whole room into cheers and applause. I stepped forward, completely stunned by such a chain of events.

My pink plastic tiara was replaced by a beautiful metal crown, and the homecoming king stepped forward to dance with me. I could only smile when I saw who it was- Tom.

Proms aren't so bad, after all.

Dancing With Tears in My Eyes by Ke$ha

Here We go
Welcome to my Funeral
Without you
I don't even have a pulse
All alone it's dark and cold
With every move I die

Here I go this is my confessional
A lost cause nobody can save my soul
I am so delusional
With every move I die

I have destroyed our love its gone
Payback is sick its all my fault

I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die
I'm faded I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm Losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die

When did I become such a hypocrite
Double life, lies that you caught me in
Trust me I'm paying for it
With every move I die
On the floor I'm just a zombie
Who I am is not who I wanna be
I'm such a tragedy
With every move I die

I have destroyed our love its gone
Payback is sick its all my fault

I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die
I'm faded I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm Losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die

This is it
And now you're really gone
this time
Never once thought
I'd be in pieces left behind

Im dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die
I'm faded I'm broken inside
I've wasted the love of my life
I'm Losing it (losing it) [x3]
With every move I die

Courtesy of azlyrics.com

22 August 2010

This Is Life

Sadness

Is knowing

The person you love

Is never coming home

Sadness

Is knowing

The rain

Will never end

Pain

Is seeing

Your only hope

Walk away with someone else

Pain

Is seeing

A kiss

That is not yours

Joy

Is knowing

Your loved one

Is on his way

Joy

Is knowing

He comes

To only you

Love

Is seeing

And believing

The whole truth

Love

Is seeing

The happy face

Gazing back at you